Insecurity is defined as “being uncertain about oneself; a lack of confidence.”

Everyone has it. There are things in life we are just unsure about or feel a genuine sense of lacking. When these feelings arrive, we usually try to stuff them down inside while showing false confidence to the world.

If I were honest, I mean painfully and embarrassingly frank with you, I would tell you about all my insecurities. I often feel I am failing in my roles. Being a husband and a father is demanding, frequently I feel like a failure. Then there is my job that worries me. I have never achieved all that I dreamed I could when I was younger.

I have a long list of insecurities that I try to cover and hide from the world.

God pushes us in a different direction. The apostle Paul said in his letter to the Church in Corinth.

2 Corinthians 12:9 But he (God) said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

Did he boast about his weaknesses?

That doesn’t sound right to me. That is not how I was raised. Weaknesses are to be covered and stuffed inside. I should act like I don’t have insecurities. Never let them see you sweat.

Paul says that our weaknesses and insecurities are the places where God works in our lives. Those are the places his power can shine the brightest. God can take my life, even with all that it is lacking, and build a great family and a wonderful Church. He can take my weakness and do something amazing. Not because I am great but because he is all-powerful.

I know you are worn out from trying to hide all your insecurities. You tell stories that make you sound like you have everything figured out. Your social media is an ongoing display of how well you are doing in life. Even your pictures you post are at just the right angle so that everything looks perfect. All the while you are completely unsure of yourself and have a lack of confidence.

What if, like Paul, you embraced your weakness? What if you admitted your insecurities and allowed God to work through those?

I bet if you did you would finally feel a sense of God’s presence in your life. No longer would you have to live behind the façade of your own creation, but you could walk in the power of God.

His grace is sufficient, not only for salvation but to cover your insecurities.

I recently finished a series of sermons on the popular movies of the past year. My last address was on the superhero movie called The Black Panther. It is part of the Marvel universe of films. These movies have become a stable in the cinema during recent years. In fact, four of the top ten highest grossing movies of all time are part of this genre. Their impact on Hollywood cannot be missed from the big screen to the little screen in our homes. Superheroes are everywhere and cannot be ignored.

These movies are all built on a singular premise. Someone is given a unique power in the universe. These powers can range from enormous knowledge and wealth like Iron Man to creature like characteristics of Spiderman. These special people are then given the choice of helping humanity or serving themselves. Frequently, the choice is to save humanity from certain peril by some super villain or avoid getting involved. At that right moment, our hero steps up to save the day.

There are two things I notice about these movies. First, while these characters inspire us with their acts of heroism, they really do nothing to change the world. People still struggle with anger, hurt, pain and ultimately death. They never deal with the issues of the heart that make this world a depraved state where people need saving.

Second, their job is never complete. In the children’s movie, Mr. Incredible has the perfect description. “No matter how many times you save the world. It always manages to get back in jeopardy again. Sometimes I just want it to stay saved. You know, for a little bit. I feel like the maid. ‘I just cleaned up this mess. Can we keep it clean for ten minutes?’”

I ponder these stories frequently as I think about Jesus. His impact on the world is so incredibly different from the movie we would create. He comes with great power, but his goal is not to throw down the forces of Rome and build his own empire. He comes to deal with the heart of humanity and its bent toward evil. His kingdom is not one of flesh and blood instead it is built in the soul of humanity. All this is accomplished through his work on the cross. Scripture underlines to us that his work was done once for all of time. Jesus came that we might be genuinely saved both now and forevermore.

People hand over their money in mass at the latest superhero movie. I suppose it is okay for entertainment purposes and the enjoyment they bring to us. When the chips are down, life gets dark, and I face the final hours. I thank God for sending me a true Savior.

Standing in a worship program, I started looking at the people in the seats that surrounded me. Through the years I have stood with several different people together in the Church auditorium. I have watched people come and go from the community of faith.

Three stories I see played out regularly.

1. People who start strong in their faith and finish poorly.
All of us know that kid who seemed to be bound for gospel greatness. They appeared to be the next great preacher, worship leader or missionary. They seemed to have a fire for God that none of the other young people had in their faith. Then one day something happened. High school became difficult, their friends left the Church, or a member of the opposite sex led them away from religion. There is a long list of possibilities, but now they are no longer a part of anything that resembles faith. It happens not only to kids but believers of all ages. At one point they would do anything for Jesus, now they have no faith at all.

2. People who start poorly and finish strong.
Next, there is that kid who everyone thought would end up in jail. They grew up resistant to all discussions of faith and Jesus. Their life looked from the outside like a downward spiral into the abyss. Then something happened, and suddenly their life took a dramatic turn. A midlife crisis sent them searching for something meaningful, and they found Jesus. Not only did they attend Church, but they served and became a leader. The second half of their life looked nothing like the first. They finished life on earth with an ironclad faith that ushered them into eternity.

3. People who start strong, become weak but finish strong.
These people also come in various forms, but the one I most often see is this. There is a child who grows up with their parents taking them to Church. Somewhere along the line, they attend a camp or a conference that leads them to place their faith in Jesus. Unsure of their new faith they try to walk a line that is dedicated to God but not enough to seem fanatical. Eventually, their parents allow them to choose their own path and they walk away from the faith they once professed. The years that follow are a sordid mess of good times and bad. They fall in love get married and start a family. Not having a unified center for their new life, it quickly falls apart. Divorce and separation are terms that become real. They struggle with loneliness, and they search for joy. One day someone invites them to Church and a fire is reignited in their soul. They step back into faith with hesitancy but slowly grow into a devoted follower of Jesus.

As a pastor, I see these stories played out again and again in the life of the Church. People come and go. The first story breaks my heart. Unfortunately, I have seen it happen dozens of times. I pray for those people and hope their story will have a different ending.

The second two narratives are why I stay in ministry. Watching people change their lives from darkness to light is a story I can enjoy a hundred times. The good news I want to share with you today is that no matter what chapter of your life book you are currently writing. There is still time to alter the ending. You can compose a new future with God in the center. Forgiveness is possible, and a new conclusion can be secured.

Honestly, I do not care how your life started. How you end your story is what is significant.

Each week hundreds of people attend the Church I lead. One of my goals for them is to move from a person who attends Church to a connected part of a community of faith. I long to see people become a part of the family of God.

Lately, I have started to notice the difference between attendees versus active participants who are connected to one another.

An attendee walks through the door with an eye of judgment. A connected person arrives with a heart of joy and love.

An attendee will be critical of a mistake on the stage during worship. A connected person will be encouraged that someone used their gifts on behalf of the community.

An attendee will listen to prayer requests for the latest piece of gossip. A connected person will add their hurting brother or sister to their prayer list.

An attendee will be annoyed by people who disrupt their morning with issues. A connected person will see the actions of others as a chance to help them on their journey with God.

An attendee listens to the sermon as a consumer, rating the message like the latest movie. A connected person hears God trying to lead them through their preacher.

An attendee comes to get. A connected person comes to give.

An attendee will find a legitimate reason not to come back next week. A connected person will see reasons to return.

An attendee must tell people they are a part of a Church. A connected person shares their community as an extension of their life.

Somewhere on the journey of faith people cross a threshold. I am not exactly sure where that doorway lies, but at some point, people move from being attendees to connected members. When they crossover I notice a difference in their approach to Church.

Where are you on this journey? What would it take for you to become a vital part of the family of God in your area?

One day you will want the hours of this day back to relive over.

You may not want this specific day, but at least you will want one like it.

One day your kids will be grown, and you will wish they were little again.
One day your children will leave home, and you will wish they were still with you.
One day your parents will be gone, and you will long for one more conversation.
One day you will lose someone you love unexpectedly, and you would give anything for a few more hours.
One day that friend will drift away, and you will miss the good times you had together.
One day your eyes will blur, and you will wish you had read and written more.
One day your grandchildren will grow up, and you will miss the fun of youth.
One day your health will fail and will dream of all the things you once did.
One day everything you have today will be gone, and you will feel the sadness of loss.

What do you do when this realization hits you? There is no sense in worrying about it. Jesus tells us that no one can add even a single hour to his life by worrying. It doesn’t help to make big plans. The Bible writer James reminds us that our life is a mist that is here and then gone.

The only thing we can do it enjoy it. We are to spend each day savoring the moments. We are to use our time wisely as the days go by. There is a need to take our time and linger in the precious present of these hours.

You may want this day to fly by so that you can get on to the next thing. I am telling you now, one day you will want this day back. Why not use this time to do something you will be thankful for long into the future?

Many times, I watch our youth grow up with great sadness. I have observed young people filling their lives with the opposite sex, alcohol and the endless pursuit of pleasure. Each one of them is searching for something they cannot seem to find.

This is not just true for young adults; it is true for everyone. I believe each one of us is created with a God-shaped hole in our soul that can only be filled by him.

1. Only God can give you the unconditional love you want. The greatest need we have as humans is to love and to be loved. People who grow up in homes with absentee parents are driven to find the love they did not receive in their youth. They search for it in romance and sex. When they still feel unfulfilled, they start a family hoping this child will give them the love they so desperately want. This is why the Bible reminds us over and over how much God loves us. It underlines that he not only loves us, but his love is unconditional. He continues to care for us no matter what we have done. We are his child, created in his image, redeemed by his son and a part of his family eternally.

2. Only God can forgive you and make you new. Many times, people are driven by regret, remorse, and shame. We have done things we are not proud of and want them to be removed from our past. Insecurities and doubt become our default emotions as we try to hide from the public view. God offers us forgiveness in Jesus Christ. In him, the Bible reminds us, we are a new creation. The old has gone the new has come.

3. Only God can give you purpose and direction. If we cannot dull the pain through relationships and artificial stimulants, then we will seek to fill the hole a different way. We throw ourselves at trying to make an impact in the world. If we could do more good in the world than harm, maybe we will be able to sleep better at night. Frequently it helps for a while. Then one day we wake up and find our efforts were wasted or that the world didn’t really seem to care about the good things I was attempting to do. Cynicism is often the final product. God offers us something different. His word pushes us to use our gifts for his kingdom. We can partner with God and see results that will last into eternity. Even when it feels like we have failed God does something unbelievable with our efforts that producing good in his name.

4. Only God can fill your soul with joy. The primary motive most people reveal to me is that they want to feel good. There is a desire to feel good about themselves, their work and their life. Many times, this leads people to the pursuit of pleasure. We think that if we would work less and do things we enjoy more, then life will be complete. Instead, we find ourselves overcome by a sense of emptiness. Joy is not found in the pursuit of pleasure; joy comes from satisfying the soul. God offers us joy, but he does it in ways we would not expect. Joy comes from serving God and others. Joy comes through the discipline and hard work. Joy comes with loving others more than ourselves. God gives us a path to happiness that seems so counter-intuitive.

I am sure this is not an exhaustive list of ways that God fills our soul, but these are some of the most significant. Humanity is on a quest to fill their soul with this single life we live each day. We can spend our time filling it with junk that has repeatedly proven to let people down. We could also choose to insert God into our lives to fill the hole entirely with his presence.

I do not want to reduce the grace of God. I believe the goodness of God is amazing beyond words. In fact, I think it sometimes happens in ways that we might not even notice.

Recently, I was walking up the boat ramp after a day of fishing. A couple of guys pulled up in their truck to get their boat ready. Suddenly a pit bull jumps out of the truck and charges at me. To be honest, as it growled and barked while running at me, I screamed like a little girl. The dog jumped up and put its mouth on my arm, and for some unknown reason, it never bit down. My arm had some slobber and one scratch from a tooth. The owners pulled the dog away, and it circled the truck and came at me again. Once again, I screamed and knew that this time he meant business. The dog jumped at me and then backed away. The owners finally secured the dog, and I walked to my truck breathing heavy and questioning my manhood.

When I arrived at my vehicle, I climbed inside with a combination of unbelief, anger, and fear. Then my emotions let loose, and I said out loud, “Thank you, Lord.” That situation could have gone much worse, but nothing spectacular happened.

Suddenly my mind went back through a photo album of close calls. The time a semi almost hit my vehicle when my kids were little. The time I was in a terrible storm on Lake Erie, and I was sure I was going to drown. Hundreds of moments when my life could have been turned upside down and yet nothing happened.

I have no explanation for these events other than the goodness of God. Some might call it luck or fate or Karma or some different mystical label. I call them grace. God’s unmerited favor in my life. Sometimes I think he even allows these incidents to remind me of how good things are for me.

My life and yours is the product of numerous factors, but don’t forget the grace of God that occurs when nothing happens.

God is trying to do something wonderfully unique in your life.

I believe God wants to make you into the very best version of yourself. He wants to transform you into the likeness of his son Jesus. He wants you to think and act like him in every situation.

Imagine taking your life: all your family background, your personal experiences, your personality, your quirks and idiosyncrasies, your heart and mind, and using them for God.

I believe that is what God wants to do with your life.

What is holding him back? YOU.

I am convinced God does not want a bunch of preprogrammed robots to serve him. Instead, he gives us free will. The choice not to follow him is what makes the opposite decision to love him so compelling. Each one of us can choose to partner with what God wants to do in our life, or we can choose to develop our own plan. We can love and serve him, or we can walk away to serve ourselves.

The God of the universe wants to partner with you in the transformation of your life. That revolution will then change your family, your church, your community, and the world.

Today God is quietly nudging you to walk a different path. This might come through a passage of scripture, through a book, by the words of a friend, or possibly just the voice of your conscience before you act. He might be reaching out to you in an unexpected email or text. He might even come through a sparked memory of something from years ago. The knock on your heart could come from the words of a blog. There are literally hundreds of ways that God might be trying to move you a new direction. Will you follow him and see where this journey leads or will you ignore his prompting?

Today you can partner with God and watch where your life goes. The choice is yours.

I slumped back into my chair exhausted on Sunday night. Then I repeated it on Monday and Tuesday. Just for fun, I did it again on Wednesday and Thursday. Every day this week has ended with that completely worn out feeling that accompanies a Church Vacation Bible School (VBS) program.

This week almost 65 volunteers helped to share the message of Jesus with about 140 kids each night. Many of the people worked all day and then came to the Church to donate another three or four hours. Other volunteers are retired, and they took their time to come in early to start preparing for the children hours before they arrived. Everyone gave of themselves for the sole purpose of making this a great week for our young people in the name of Jesus.

It is awe inspiring watching those little lives singing and shouting their praises to Jesus. There is a joy in watching these kids grow in their knowledge of Jesus over the course of the week. It is encouraging to see the other workers donate their time with kindness and love for children, many of whom they do not know. The sight of people serving and learning in the name of their Savior is a blessing that will last beyond these few evenings.

This week has been exhausting, but it is a good type of exhaustion. It is the kind that comes with doing something meaningful. It satisfies the soul with a sense of purpose. It touches the heart with unspeakable joy. It fills the mind with good thoughts. It is hard to completely describe the thoughts and feelings that come after a week like this. It happens at VBS, but also at Church camp, mission trips and retreats for teens. These types of events are special. They leave a residue on your soul that can never wash off.

I hope you didn’t miss it. If you did, know that you should be a part of the next one.

The giving of yourself on behalf of others is exhausting, and it is the best feeling in the world.

There is no way of predicting when God will show up.

Recently I listened to a man tell me about an encounter that led his father to faith in Jesus. It was a chance meeting that changed the trajectory of his dad’s life. Then there was the lady who had a stranger walk up and question her bruises. That chance conversation changed her life forever. Each one appeared to be an ordinary moment when God showed up and transformed it into a divine appointment.

I have seen this in my own ministry. The sermons that I felt were total failures were later described as having the most impact. Conversations in which I thought I failed to speak the truth plainly and accurately end up touching someone deeply in unexpected ways. The hour I was sure nothing significant happened proved to be the time lives were altered through the power of God.

You just never know when God will show up and change everything you think will happen.

Never underestimate the power of saying something for Jesus.

Never downplay the impact of one random act of kindness.

Never forget that one minute of service in the name of Jesus can send a ripple through eternity.

Every chance meeting can be a moment where God breaks into the world and does something extraordinary. Today might be the day God shows up in your life.